James Finn
1 min readMay 13, 2020

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You know, I’m a runner, though not so much these days as when I was younger.

I was just writing to somebody else today that I’ve run thousands of miles through suburban neighborhoods all over the United States, including down in the Deep South.

Never once have I felt in danger. Never have I been scrutinized or threatened. A middle-aged white man in jogging clothes is safe out running. That’s just the way it is.

I’ve even, while running, stopped to poke around the odd construction site out of a sense of idle curiosity. Again, no danger or threats.

Middle-aged white men like me are presumed to be legitimate.

That’s a privilege that does not extend to black men, as we’ve seen this past week after learning a black jogger was murdered for nothing more than running his daily route.

I can acknowledge to myself that I enjoy that privilege without feeling guilty or ashamed or anything else negative about myself. It’s just a true thing that is.

I would hope, however, the next time I’m out running I ponder why I’m safe, and why other people aren’t. I would hope that my introspection and empathy would help make part of the solution and not part part of the problem.

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James Finn
James Finn

Written by James Finn

James Finn is an LGBTQ columnist, a former Air Force intelligence analyst, an alumnus of Act Up NY, and an agented but unpublished novelist.

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