Yesterday morning, I want a 14 minute recording of a Facebook live-stream the murdered man's professional dance partner made shortly after he died in his arms, covering his body with blood.

I listened to 14 minutes of raw grief and impossible, keening pain.

I shook and hyperventilated as I watched and after.

This is so old! So normal! So exhausting!

This naked religious vitriol toward queer people is so disgusting,.so frightening, and so pervasive! It's everywhere, and it's getting worse not better.

I'm so sick and tired of Roman Catholics calling us queer people depraved and disordered. I'm sick to death at Evangelical Christians have made targeting us their sport. It's with all they're all about.

I'm sick to death that most Muslims are disgusting homophobic pigs. I'm sick to death, and I'm scared to death!

It's not okay to me that any religious person condemns me morally; I don't care if they condemn murdered or not.

I'm in the target of evil religious freaks since I was 11 years old, and I am so sick to death I can't even describe it.

Christians, Muslims, whoever you are that labels me a sinner. You are vicious, horrible people! Knock it off! Change your filthy, bigoted beliefs! Become better people! Excise the disgusting homophobic beliefs from your disgusting religions!