What a gorgeous story! And how interesting to examine how we can unknowingly influence people even when we haven't figured ourselves out yet.
I understand how difficult self-confidence and self-love are. I know the struggle. I also know that if anyone truly deserves happiness, fulfillment, and loving partnership, you do.
I predict you'll find it.
And I think reconnecting with your old friend is it important step on the path.
I'm sorry, I realize I probably sound condescending. But I'm really just very happy for you. Thanks for this lovely story!