This is so weird! I don't "see myself as gay," in the sense of a concept of gayness. I find other men sexually attractive, quite involuntarily. I have since I was a boy. From the earliest stages of puberty, my body has reacted strongly to the presence of men and has not reacted at all to the presence of women.

It baffles me that some experts used to believe, or maybe sometimes still believe if they're into conversion therapy, that one can choose one sexual attractions.