This is going to sound funny, but I write online about LGBTQ rights and issues because of an odd chain of events that began with a Christian friend whose brother bought into Flat Earth conspiracy theories.
So, I do understand where you’re coming from.
It’s hard to deal with minds that are made up largely based in emotional factors.
I wish you well on your journey! And I hope those texts to the hotline don’t mean you’re struggling harder than is good for you.