The idea that suffering and torture is necessary to pay for sin that God himself decided to sin is just such a disgusting concept. I understand the principle perfectly, which is why I so thoroughly revile the sort of Christianity based on that vicious theology. If that's the kind of sadistic monster God is, I'd rather go to hell than spend any time with him. I don't enjoy the company of monsters who torture people. And don't tell me I don't understand what I think. I understand thoroughly, utterly, and completely.