Omg, can I ever relate. I’m constantly fearful that whatever success I’ve found will vanish overnight. I worry so much about connecting with people who reach out.

I’m stressed all the time.

I want to reconnect with the joy I used to find in writing — when it was just a hobby.

I catch a glimpse once in a while. Is it depression? I don’t know.

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Writer. Runner. Marine. Airman. Former LGBTQ and HIV activist. Former ActUpNY and Queer Nation. Polyglot. Middle-aged, uppity faggot.

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