I’m so sorry. You must be feeling so many painful and contradictory things right now. My heart goes out to you.

I think of my own experiences with my dad in home hospice last summer at this time, and as painful as they were, I wish you could have had the closure and final moments I got to have.

I hope you find peace and don’t allow your mother’s abuse to haunt you.

You’re loved by a lot of people. And you deserve to be. And I wish you the very very best.