I did drag once, myself. Just the once. Unlike you, I was fortunate enough to have a very experienced gender rebel help me dress up as Mae West. I was over the top and fabulous.
My partner and I had a lovely time for Halloween, but I’ve never felt a need to repeat the experience. I mean, I would do it again if the occasion came up, but it never has.
I’m perfectly comfortable being who I am, a late middle-aged gay man who doesn’t know much about fashion and doesn’t much care. I adore my gay and trans siblings who celebrate their realities by bending gender. But all of us are different, and I guess I’m just part of the boring branch of the family. ;-)