Brad’s Story: Bashing Back, Howling at AIDS

Take back the streets! Bash back! Queer Nation!

Just as my friend Brad reaches down and grabs his Pride, his boyfriend delivers devastating news.

This chapter’s a triumphant, tragic flashback. It paints the intense joy of early Queer street protests. And the gut punch of an AIDS diagnosis that’s almost a guaranteed death sentence.

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Author’s notes —

Capturing the emotional intensity, which sometimes approached ecstasy, of early Queer Nation actions is very difficult. While I was not in the Uncle Charlie’s Zap, I did participate in several that came after. I’m told the earliest ones were the most spiritually powerful.

But even later, the sense of profound catharsis and release was often electric. The joy was dionysian in many ways. I hope I can manage to paint some of that accurately without going purple.

Overshadowing it all, of course, what the ongoing AIDS crisis. These events happened in 1990. An actual AIDS diagnosis at that time, as opposed to testing positive for HIV, was normally (but not always) followed by death within a year or two.

More on that in the next chapter.

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Writer. Runner. Marine. Airman. Former LGBTQ and HIV activist. Former ActUpNY and Queer Nation. Polyglot. Middle-aged, uppity faggot. jamesfinnwrites@gmail.com

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